12/15/2020
The resurrection process is painful. Slow. Lonely. Seemingly unattainable. Grueling. Draining. Dark. Ugly. But then there is a faint light at the end of the tunnel, beckoning, twinkling, urging us to come nearer.....as the light gets closer, the load becomes less heavy, and parts of that load are shed, left along the path toward that light, and the light becomes the concentration point, and the closer to it, the more shedding is done, of past, and hurt, and aching, and tears and poor decisions, and giving love to the wrong people, the lighter the feeling...until one day.....it is there, the light is almost within reach! This is when the head must be kept above water, no matter the evil forces that may try to push it back under, away from the light....and finally....FINALLY!...the light is attainable! Able to reach with both hands, as the baggage has all been shed, the light is attained and now is the time to shine bright, brighter and more beautifully and confidently than ever before, until at last, the light you see is from the light shining from within. This. This is the most beautiful resurrection, just like the phoenix, the rising is beautiful and stunning and the others, those who threw the stones, who gave the blows, who slapped the beauty and confidence away, they will reach for it now, but find that it is not an attainable object that can be possessed. At that moment, the phoenix is free to rise above and beyond her wildest dreams and live her best life forever.
Here's to a new beginning full of light....
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