04/25/2026
A beautiful morning sitting out on my back patio giving myself affirmation that what is needed to be said is not always cruel or hell bound it is just what it is. I had to remind someone in my past history this morning that if they knew me as they thought they did they would know that all my history has no connection to my future other than a lesson that was to be learned from. It clearly shows in my life long lifestyle I'm Patience, loyal, honest and dedicated to a good cause to a fault. I understand what's explained honestly to me and I make decisions based on my own wisdom or what's shown or seen . My consistency doesn't mean by any means weakness, my forgiveness doesn't mean permission, my goodbyes are not temporarily it's permanent distance . I don't run ,I slowly observe and make rational and logical choices, so when I'm gone it's a slow proud walk away that's done, with no regrets, no loudness no paybacks and differently no going back it's another peaceful final decision I made always in my best interest that I realized other people did not have for me I'm able to live by my set standards because it is my right you see I choose to earn for me and mines and don't require anything from another for me to survive, see I'm a believer in the power of life and a doer of words and what energy I put into my beliefs is what I always receive in return. I am never without and I'm always thankful for where I am and I don't chase nor waste time for explanations, and begging is not a human need for if God be for me nothing will or can come against me if pushed the battle becomes war and there too I'm never fearful of war ground, I never question a third party that was not connected to me ,I'm good at what I'm able to do and you can believe I can handle me!