09/01/2025
Today marks 16 weeks since I lost Cassidy.
Today also marks the start of my birthday month.
The last time I spent any length of time to honor another trip around the sun was 4 years ago - with Cassidy. It was an incredible time with him … so many memories to cherish. He and I have had many travel memories, both here and abroad. We were good travel buddies.
So, in his memory, I am embarking on a month long journey of my own.
I didn’t have any intention of traveling at this time - the notion of having to get out of bed, shower, and engage with others is pretty overwhelming - I could just continue cocooning in my safe bedroom with my dogs.
But sometimes, serendipity happens. I received my regular email from and, as always, scroll to see when her next Embroidered Journey’s are scheduled. I’ve longed to go but with the business, could never take the time.
I found she had an unexpected cancellation - and would you believe it is right when my birthday lands? I jumped all over that without thinking. (My afterthoughts were scattered and all over the place - but I knew Cassidy would want this for me).
So, here I sit, in the Tampa airport awaiting my flight to Paris. I’m a mess of emotions - the timing being what it is (Monday’s are ALWAYS hell for me … reliving every moment from 16 weeks ago).
But this morning, I had my first vivid dream and a 2 sentence exchange with Cassidy. It was my first Monday without the visceral responses I have been prone to. The message was clear.
And so, I am off ✈️ And Cassidy is with me.