10/22/2025
Tomorrow 10/22/25 will be exactly 6 years that Michael Tucci my Husband of 34 yrs, Best Friend, Soulmate, Love of My Life and Now Angel in Heaven took his Last Breath, and with that are Future Hope’s and Dreams, My Heart and Soul, My Identity of who I knew I was. Arriving in its place a Shattered Heart, Sadness, Loneliness, Brokenness, Despair, Depression, Crying, Screaming, Yelling, No Sleep, Sleeping Constantly, Not Eating, Binging and let’s not forget Grief have all Resided in are Home and Me, Somedays every minute, hour, day, week, month and year, Other days it comes and goes in waves and sometimes it’s like a Tsunami 🌊 and Tidal Wave 🌊 all rolled into one, I thought once I fulfilled Michael’s wish of having his ashes spread in Kona Hawaii, the grief would be over, but take it from me grief never ends especially when the Anniversary of the worst tragedy in my life comes every year and I relive every moment of what happened 6 yrs ago all over again at times it can be constant, consistent, controlling and overwhelming. I know people who have never had a great or profound loss will read this and have so many thoughts and opinions, some kind, caring, loving, supportive and some will be negative, mean,judgmental and some will have pity. But that’s Ok because if Me sharing my journey helps just One person realize that there Not Alone and there not the only person that has these feelings and emotions when they lose the person that was there world and it’s Ok Not To Be Ok Sometimes!! No matter what other people think, say or do, I pray that you will never have to walk a minute, hour, day, week, month or years in my shoes, but if and when you do, Know that You Are Not Alone! So Cherish every minute, hour, day, week, month and year you have with the ones you love because you Never Know When It Will Be Your Last!!
MICHAEL TUCCI MY HEAVENLY ANGEL I LOVE YOU ♥️😘 WITH ALL MY HEART ♥️AND SOUL!! I WILL LOVE YOU FOR ALWAYS, I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER! ♥️
