06/13/2026
Space to Bloom
I’m on a little vacation this week enjoying my daughter’s new house in Placerville. I’m finding the time away from the studio very restorative – sitting on the back deck and enjoying the lovely garden. The previous owner was an avid gardener and we’ve been enjoying watching the garden come to life this spring. There have been so many wonderful surprises but the truth is that a beautiful garden like this takes time to nurture, grow and develop.
This makes me think about the process I go through when I create a custom totem for someone. There is a quiet period of time between when we meet to talk about what the totem will represent for them and when I actually get to work on it. That ‘percolating’ time is where the magic happens, kind of like the winter time in a garden while it prepares itself below ground for the spring to come.
I came across a phrase this week that described this process pretty well for me:
‘…someone who let the world in slowly, who had carried it around in their heart for long enough to create something that felt true — because it was.’
The memories that a totem preserves through allowing my creative process space to ‘bloom’ transforms them into visual keepsakes. It is always a great pleasure and honor for me to create these special pieces.
Here is the story of one of them.
Tuco’s Story
It was a gorgeous day at the Art Fair when I met Tuco's family for the first time. They were enjoying a totem pole I had made about my dog, Charlotte, and her many moods and they started telling me about their Goldendoodle, Tuco. She was currently undergoing chemotherapy and her future was uncertain.
They told me what a great dog Tuco is and how much she is loved as a member of their family.
They shared stories about her like the time she found a fawn trapped in some fencing and went and got the family to come set it free. Stories about her playing with rabbits that come into the garden and family vacations they took together, including a trip to the snow, which Tuco loved. Through their photos and stories I got to know Tuco without ever meeting her.
I spent the next 6 months studying photos of Tuco and creating this special tribute to her, not knowing if she would be around to see it completed, or if it would serve as a memorial to this beloved family member. When it was finished it was with great joy that I learned that Tuco was in remission and doing well. I would get to meet her when the totem was delivered!
When I arrived for the installation Tuco greeted me at the door and I had the strangest feeling that I was seeing an old friend. It was like somewhere during those months while I sculpted her and thought about the family's stories of what she meant to them, I actually met her. It was really a wonderful feeling to have told Tuco's story through my sculpture and preserved those joyful memories for her family. I’m so glad I got to meet her and be a part of her story too.
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I’m on a little vacation this week enjoying my daughter’s new house in Placerville. I’m finding the time away from the studio very restorative – sitting on the back deck and enjoying the lovely garden. The previous owner was an avid gardener and we’ve been enjoying watching the garden come...