01/17/2024
In our story, you don’t deserve forgiveness, and you will never be worthy of that gift. Our story ended the moment you destroyed me, when you completely failed to see the pain written all over my heart. You just couldn’t resist taking me for granted. I was a good woman and you knew the lengths I would go, the depths I would travel. You knew I loved you and you had me fooled thinking you loved me too. That kind of commitment meant something deep to me. That kind of connection meant met my soul. That kind of unconditional love I gave , only to recieve unconditional pain.I can’t ever forgive someone who intentionally took my heart just to play with it. Who did not care about breaking it or shattering it to the million pieces that it is still today. Who you become and how you continue to grow, well that has nothing to do with me. Your journey now should be about to discover why you believe you deserve forgiveness in all the hearts you have shattered and the fractures within yourself that need mending. That kind of soul searching is for you to find peace in forgiving yourself. I forgave myself for allowing you to take my softness away and creating this hard and shattered heart of mine. I know it was not my intention, but my responsibility to take your access away when I first felt my heart breaking. In our story , you will never be forgiven. My forgiveness is a gift that you will never be worthy of. I just hope you can forgive yourself .