07/24/2021
Caring for myself.
I’m talking about the simple things,
While experiencing symptoms of my depression can feel IMPOSSIBLE.
As the days go by I find myself
Increasingly more dedicated to the wellness of my state of mind.
I am at the point where there are no other answers.
Healing myself is the only way to the peace I seek.
Even though I have to FORCE myself,
Yes FORCE myself….
To do even the smallest, tiniest of things to keep my mood elevated,
as I do them I feel myself slowly lifting out of the muck that has tried to swallow me whole.
Every cup of tea in the morning,
Every shower,
Every meal I consume,
Each time I choose nourishment as opposed to decay,
I am reaffirming my commitment to the process of healing.
So I gave myself a facial.
Big deal right?
Absolutely a big deal.
When getting out of bed brings anxiety let alone getting dressed for the day, it is a very big deal.
This is something you do for someone you love.
There is even a smile of sorts that came out of it.
When I haven’t been able look at myself or even remotely give off the impress that I am anything less than miserable…. A smile is a miracle.
I’m grasping tightly to the little miracles these days. Right now that’s all I need!
I am slowly seeing glimpses of what COULD be. So I’ll take that for now and run with it as fast as I can.
See you guys Sunday night for the Live Sale! Remember everything will be 50% off! I am working this evening on making Lavender Wands for add ons because I know so many of you loved the last batch! I’m so excited that I have the harvest dried and ready to go. I am grateful to share this medicine with you kin. 💕🥰 I’ll see you soon 🙏🏽
