03/05/2025
How I have gone through so much. It hurt so deep I stepped away from creating and all that I used to love. My journey is ongoing but I've avoided doing things I love or for me. He came in as a godsend and left with the mark of the beast. I gave so much there wasn't anything else for me, anything that I thought I was didn't matter to me. I'm afraid to be happy. I forgot what it was like. I didn't understand a person could want you to hurt in life and say I love. I forgive and I learned. My ego I've given up, it's been a death of the self. This is the first time I am creating again. I am not the same. It's a new start again
