03/16/2024
Every morning, I’m up about 4:30 for prayer. This morning, I woke up a little earlier, went into the bathroom, and sat in the shower. As I prayed, I felt a shift into God having me repent, release things and people, and forgive people. After I was done, all I could do was cry. I felt empty, but in a good way. God said now I have room to pour. I had to sit in the shower because as I washed, everything I released went down the drain with the water. He said and leave it there. Today is my mother's birthday, and I thank God I chose to celebrate her doing what she knew me best for. She saw God in me. She saw the intercessor in me, and she believed in my prayers. Now it's time for me to see myself the way God sees me and walk it out no matter how hard or afraid I may be. God said it's my time, and I will walk in it with my head held high. Today, I surrendered wholeheartedly in the bathroom shower, and I'm not looking back. This time, I won't let anything or anyone stop me from seeing who God says I am. I'm called, appointed, equipped, and backed by God no matter who agrees, no matter who wishes me well. I can't fail with God by my side. If you don't like this me, take it up with God because that's no longer my problem. AMEN
