05/30/2025
Episode 3 of getting to know Bears Bliss Pit! May is Mental Health Awareness month something near and dear to my ❤️!!! *a little insite on myself which if you know me you know i dont share much I’m always “good”! A few years back I was in a terrible situation the situation you don’t even want to admit it to yourself that you’re in.  You know you need to get out, but the time was never right. Then you get sick so sick you end up in the hospital and than going out of state for surgery and during that time, you have to rehome to a different town. They fix me all up with surgery i get home. Im home healing from surgery and i notice im numb …. I felt nothing no happiest no sadness no laughter i wasnt angry, mad or upset i was just numb. I was numb to everything, literally “ going through the motions of life “ i was scared to have such emptyness inside of me. I would bawl to my mother that i just wanted to feel something anything! Than i started therapy which was lots of crying , i would cry in the car cause i didnt recognize the roads i drove on a million timeses in my life! I couldnt remember anything, at that time i started a new job and if you ordered a drink i couldn’t remember what it was in the 5 steps it took me to get it. That scared the living s**t out of me . Why was this happening to me i quit drinks years back and i havent ever did drugs why cant i remember … well when you just keep pileing things in your brain and never deal with them … my pile got to big for my brain (thats my terminology) 🙃…. So through lots and lots and lots and lots of therapy i have moved forward and im finally able to talk about it a little bit. Im back on the right path to fining myself ! Im not looking for sympathy or pitty im simply sharing my story as it’s my story to tell and Its also a chapter in my life that has molded me into the human that i am. So If you’re struggling get help it’s out there! Be kind to everyone as you have no idea what they are battling in their minds or behind closed doors.  And remember Self care is the best care… as you can’t pour from an empty cup!
*side note form episode 2 on procrastination…waited till almost last day of may to post this!🤷🏼♀️
** another side note… I do have some inventory online .biz