Ud Dharma usaha

11/02/2023

all the rulers of the world claim to love peace, but they are competing to make weapons, from missiles to nuclear weapons, and wars are happening every where all over the world, then what for they make weapons ? if all of them peace-loving? Is it true that they make weapons to defend ,the human right,freedom and democracy?the human right, freedom and democracy which one do they mean? Is the human right, freedom and democracy that according they want to?they only hide behind the mask of the human right, freedom and democracy, actually they make weapons to fight over power and natural resources
"Ohh my almighty God ,please stop all of wars' on this earth , so many innocent lives have been victimized, so many blood has been spilled dirtying this earth ,only You which could to stoping all of this wars' ,because you have unlimited power," I beg on You ",please make my world to be peace"!!

14/04/2021

rolling of waves in the blue sea, hearing you want it end bond our love, vibrating lightning in the sky while is not raining,
look at already the regret of self steps because of your promise
likened twig I am already broken, likened the desert I'm barren, likened the river I'm dry
now I lost my hopeness because of love is cut off in the middle of the road
want me to die but fear sin, want me to go home to my mother's womb and never be born again

08/03/2021

in this adventures, many sad and horrible stories which supposed you witnessed in the battlefield"pal!!",but Unfortunately you weren't sit on my side,,"pal", at a morning I heard the sound blast and barrage of weapons. the light of fire and white smoke soar to sky accompanied by it's on fire few house.there are many of buildings collapsed like house and school. I saw a little girl crying because of all of it member of her family is deceased because to be victim.at the afternoon I saw a mother crying because of her son which blooding because of got shot and also praying on God to bring him back and don't let's him to death.then I asking to the sky, I asking to the star, I asking to the moon, why all of it this happen?is deserve that child to bear all of sin which never she did? is deserve that innocine mother to bear another people's sin which she never know? but all it of silent, so why all of this happen to them? is because of color of skin different? is because of race different? is because of faith on God different?aren't God is on purpose to create human for different so that know each other and to love each other,then why all of this happen? is because of greed of human? aren't God had determine the place and fate each of us? is because of hubris of human? aren't that hubris is only belong to God?because only God has unlimit power.then why cannot we live as one with love each other? let's used some love to reach peace

07/03/2021

in this adventures, many sad and horrible stories you should watch it in the battlefield" friend!",but Unfortunately you weren't sit on my side,," friend!!", at a morning I heard the sound blast and barrage of weapons. the light of fire and white smoke soar to sky accompanied it on fire it few the house. there are many of buildings collapsed like house and school. I saw a little girl having cried it all of it her family member are deceased to be victim of war. at afternoon I saw a mother having cried it her son blooding because of got shot.then I asking to the sky, I asking to the star, I asking to the moon, why all of it this happen? is deserve that child to bear all of sin which never she did? is deserve that innocine mother to bear another people's sin which she never know? but all of it are silent, so why all of this happen to them? is because of diffrent color? is because of different race? is because of different faith on God? aren't God is on purpose to create human for different so that know each other and to love each other,

01/03/2021

08/02/2021

hi, world leader!" stop wrangle and war, don't we live under the same sky? aren't we walking under the same sunlight? aren't we see up on the same star? then why can't we live together peacefully and love each other? will greed making us kill each other? will hubris make us destroy each other? War is not the best way to solve problems. War only causes suffering, war only causes destruction, how many innocent children will be victims? let's use negotiations and peace to solve problems. No matter what we believe in God above.difference is beautiful please love in peace each other

05/11/2020

it was feel like being stabbed by dagger on my heart,it was feel slashes in my heart when hearing you want to end it bond our love. My blank stare is flying to reminds me of all your loyal promises. why did you flush it and let grow up my love flower that has been long time wither ,why did you liquid it my heart that has been long time freezing .men and women are same. men and women same don't want to get hurt, men and are women same want to loved ,men and women are same want to loving but now you're hurting me? what's wrong and my sin, oh God please give me strenght to face of all it

19/10/2020

oh my dear mother, in your cemetery, I am fixated pondering how my life meaningless without your affection, how I am misses your smile, how I misses your warm hug were in my childhood, you are lamp in my life, you are mean so much in my life, you are everything in my life, now you are lying Down there, might your body has become a bone, my tears fall dripping down your tombstone, remembering my self useless which is not capable be you happy.only prayer is all I can arrange to the almighty god, ohh the almighty god put my mother honor place in Your side

17/10/2020

there are no more you looking for here. these heart you have hurted.its has been long time I feel lonely without causal these love you have betrayed.don't anymore you cry for me, for what you cry?and for what you regret? didn't you that destroy this happiness? lets me try to loving a name.and to find a replacement flower between piece of these love