04/03/2020
U P D A T E
I’m ½ way though chemo!! yippee!
I’ve got a new string to my bow...popping a needle in my stomach. Hhhmm - I’m so not good with needles.. but when you have the amazing encouraging you. You feel you can do anything!
I’ve put this photo up... as this is generally me with a smile on my face.
I was feeling well & upbeat & .mcaulay takes the best photos of women.
And I want to remember how I felt beautiful with no hair! ( makeup is a go to 1st thing in the morning! Or I don’t recognise myself! Hard - but true) ❣️
I am SO blown away by the kindness of good friends, friends I don’t know that well, and then friends on here. Friends that I’ve picked up again after 20 years, of a chance meeting a month or so ago, and then new friends on here from the other side of the world, London, Isle of Wight..you name it.
Such gorgeous messages of support, egging me on.
People have been praying, sending gorgeous gifts, that ALWAYS arrive just on those hard days ( God’s perfect timing) meals, cards, text messages...
T H A N K Y O U !!!❣️
I really hope I’m one of those people, when I hear someone is going through a tough time, I jump at being in touch. The support & love is so uplifting. I’m just SO touched be EACH message.
Recently some days have been tough, but the best advice I was given.
Be kind to yourself. Take each day as it comes. Don’t compare ..
I say no to lots, and have learnt, that I only want to be around very few people at one time. So the odd coffee or walk here & there.
I don’t often wear my wig... on special occasions - as I think it’s helpful for people to see what we’re going through. I always wear a scarf or beanie ( not the best look on me!) Harder on me for sure, but I get such kind looks! Which I’ll never say no to!
And I’m more than my hair!
I’m learning so much. When your eyebrows start falling out, and you have no hair, the whole landscape of your face is different! A hard way to learn.. especially when hair & makeup is such a big part of our lives.
It’s raining... perhaps a little walk to the post office! I’m putting off injecting myself off for a bit! xx