05/08/2025
B U S I N E S S U P D A T E
Trigger warning: Miscarriage
Today I turn 36, but this will be a birthday I'm going to let pass by quietly. A few weeks ago I found out I was having a miscarriage, which came as a huge surprise as I didn't even know I was pregnant.
To be honest the thought of being a parent always filled me with dread, but being faced with it in reality I think I was actually quite sad about a path that could've been.
I also think this is the universe giving me a huge push to take some down time. Physically I'm exhausted and mentally it's knocked me quite hard. Doing a festival last weekend broke me.
So I will l fulfil my event commitments for August, but September I will be taking some away to process everything.
Today will be spent quietly in my friends garden being gentle with each other.