14/07/2026
I've been finding social media claustrophobic. If I felt confident enough, I'd say goodbye to it. But I'm not confident enough, and also I get to read and see things that give depth and beauty to my life.
It feels like you'll be lost to the world If you don't keep up with the posts, interactions, shares, and comments.
Yet I feel lost within in it. It's saturated, and I feel like I'm drowning. I feel like I'm in the race, but I'm not running. Not even jogging.
I don't do slick. And it feels like you got to strip away the make shift and home it down to the very best.
I'm not this person. The whole point of what I do is to be who I am, warts and all. I waffle on, I overshare, I talk about what matters to me. And I know that isn't for some people, but it's my best.
Some posts get two likes, others 60. I don't want to think about why. But I do. Time wasting.
I feel like us florists are talking/ promoting the same things, same occasions..... and of course we would be but it just makes me feel less than. Like I'm comparing myself all the time. And coming to the conclusion that I should give up.
Olay, so I'm staying on here, but I've decided to do a news letter l, sent out by email, or printed if asked for.
You can dm, email, what's app your email address if you'd like to receive it. It will be flower talk, flower power, chats, info, rants, and love 🫶