26/12/2023
222D, A PASSION THAT’S KILLING ME.
First I want to thank everyone who kept believing in the project and kept supporting me all the time. Sometimes it took months for an update, but you all kept looking out for one. Thanks to all of you, you all kept me going on.
Most of you will have noticed that I’m no longer on Facebook, I deleted my account and also my page. Getting all those comments, questions, messages, good or bad, became to much for me. I couldn’t take the stress anymore. Reading all these comments and messages made me want to improve the project more and keep working on it.
I don’t regret starting the build of my dream, but it took to much from my body, it’s killing me. I had my medical problems before I started the project but the pain I have to go trough every day went bigger. Instead of thinking of my body I kept going on, for myself and for the whole community following every step.
I really wanted to go a lot further, I had lots of plans, my goal was to make it a real replica and make it 4 wheel drive. But due to the medical costs and my small income I will never make this true. I’m on disability for almost 20 years now, I started this build to prove to myself I still could do what I always loved to do.
Sometimes I think I better didn’t start it, but then I never would have been proud of myself. I am very proud that I build a replica from just pictures, I have never seen a real 222D in my life. I really would like to put my build next to a real one to see how much it really looks like it. I took a rear light to measure the scale on the pictures and did a lot of it by eye.
Now my pride is sitting in garage, in a corner, complete under a coat of dust. It hurts me seeing it standing there, it hurts me not to be able to enjoy all the work and money that went into it.
Last summer it was my goal to get the car remapped after installing the new manifolds I build. The engine runs but it has a little dip when coming from stationary, then it runs a second or so to lean, also stationary could be improved hens the remap.
The remap never happened.
A lot of promises where made, someone would take the 222D to a good tuner for me as I have no transport by myself. Every time it went the same, next week we go, now almost a year later it never happened. I paid for the mapping, bud it never happend, the car hasn’t left its corner and I could not get my money back.
My dream was to finally drive the 222D on a track day for more than a few rounds like I did on the first test drive. Plans where made to go driving, I had a sponsor for a nice day on track, but with the engine not mapped I did not want to take the risk blowing up the engine.
This situation made me feel even worse.
Now I don’t know how to go on with the nice build that took more than 10 years of my life. I don’t think I will ever be able to drive it now, I don’t have the funds for the mapping anymore and due to the heavy painkillers I am taking every day, I think it will be to dangerous to drive.
Maybe it will be better if I sell everything, the car, the molds, the spare parts and even my tools... . Everyday I’m thinking what to do, it stresses me out.
Maybe if I didn’t start this build I would have had some more money for my medical needs, but passion took over and I put everything I had in this project.
Sorry to everyone that followed my dream, there will be no more updates from me on this project, I can’t go on, I am mentally, physically and financial on my end.
The 222D is really a passion that is killing me.
Greetings
Wim Hapers