27/04/2026
Today was meant to look different.
Towards the end of last year, we experienced a miscarriage, and today was our due date.
It’s not something I’ve shared much on this page, but I also know how many women carry experiences like this quietly. I don’t think we’re meant to do that alone.
The last seven months have held a lot. There has been loss and grief, but also growth in ways I didn’t expect. Somehow, both have existed at the same time.
Today I am taking things slowly. I am making small, magical pieces for my girl’s birthday and holding space for everything this day was meant to be.
If you have experienced loss in any form, I see you 🫶
Presence has felt different after experiencing my loss.
It is not something I take for granted anymore. It is something I am deeply aware of.
That awareness has naturally shaped the way I do everything. It has shaped the way I plan, the way I create, and the way I support other mothers.
Because it has never really been about the party.
It is about having the space to actually be there. It is about not feeling rushed and not feeling like you are carrying everything on your own.
It is about being able to experience the moment as it is happening.
That is what matters to me now.