10/11/2024
I AM NOT MY FATHER
by MAMBEMBA S.
EPILOGUE
“you’re nothing but a bunch of a loser in one , just like your stupid father” , “even though he is also stupid ,he left you,maybe fearing that you will add more stupidity in his useless life as it already is ”
it is said that the sins of a father shall fall upon the son ,but I'm not a son , right?the hate people that had for my father has been passed on me ,i always wonder that what did my father do that made people hate him this much ,even my mom hates me , it's never easy being around people that have so much hate stored for you ,i hate how i am paying the sins of a man that even i have never met , paying for something that i know nothing about, it's always like I'm a curse or as my mom always says ,i have always longed to experience fatherly love but not anymore,all i want is to hear his side of the story then maybe ,just maybe i would understand why people hate him this much .
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*Oops!sorry ,i am simange woods, age 21 and yes i know I'm supposed to be in university by now but then life happened,my mom said she would never pay for my fees because I'm as useless as my father , anyways i live with my “dragon”mother(zezethu) ,big sister(babalwa) & brother(bulumko).i don't really have a relationship with my sister because she's just like mom ,she hates me ,my go-to person is bulumko, he's such a darling,so protective & loving , trust me ,nobody mistreats me when he is around, it's a pity he won't always be around,one day he'll have to grow up & start his own family or as my mom says ,so i think one of those days I'll have to stand up for myself.
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well , family this is simange’s story ,wear your seatbelts because this is going to be a very bumpy road .
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