29/10/2022
To the ones who hurt me:
I don't know what did I do wrong for you to hurt me. I don't understand why of all people in the world, you've chosen me to suffer from all the pain that you've caused me. It makes me sad that I've trusted such people like you. I wish I never loved you and never stayed by your side. It hurts to see the people I loved, making me sad all the time. I wish you've treated me well, just like how I treated you.
Sometimes I wonder if there is a deep reason why you hurt me. I badly want to understand why, because I know to myself that I don't deserve it. I admit that there are times where I think about taking revenge, but at the end of the day, I just choose to understand. You don't know how many times you made me feel worthless for hurting me. I wish you know how I feel right now. Sometimes, I want to hurt you too. I want you to feel what you made me feel. I want you to realize how painful it was. And sometimes, I wish I just never met you.
— Shiori X
Art: Naya Ismael
