24/09/2022
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In regard to the issue of feeling abandoned
We are reminded of one of the great saints of the Old Testament who felt this very strongly during a diffcult time of his own life.
The great prophet Elijah, he once believed that he was the last of God's prophets to walk the earth.
He was tired of fighting, so when faced with the fact that the evil queen Jezebel were to end his life, he cried out to God.
Even to the point of wishing death upon himself.
Scripture actually says,
"And he prayed that he might die, and said, 'It is enough! Now, Lord, take my life, for I am no better than my fathers!'" (1 Kings 19:4)
One can only imagine the anguish and the anxiety he must have felt as he lied there underneath the broom tree thinking that life is no longer worth living.
But indeed the Lord was never hidden away from him. On the contrary, God was so much closer to him than he may have thought.
Let's read together the passage that follows these very events,
"Then the Lord God said, "Go out, stand on the mountain before the Lord." And behold, the Lord passed by, and a great and strong wind tore into the mountains and broke the rocks in pieces before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind; and after the wind an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire; and after the fire a still small voice.
So it was, when Elijah heard it, that he wrapped his face in his mantle and went out and stood in the entrance of the cave.
Suddenly a voice came to him, and said, "What are you doing here, Elijah?"
And he said, "I have been very zealous for the Lord God of hosts; because the children of Israel have forsaken Your covenant, torn down You altars and killed Your prophets with the sword.
I alone am left; and they seek to take my life." Then the Lord said to him: "Go, return on your way to the Wilderness of Damascus"..."
1 Kings 19:11-15