02/16/2024
I couldnāt say it any better. I have been down in the dumps for a little over a year since the passing of my grandmother and 5 months before that, my grandfather. They raised me and the loss of them in a short period of time sent me into deep sadness. I couldnāt seem to get my creative juices flowing or my head on straight. I didnāt have the drive or the want to move forward. However, towards the end of last year I decided that enough was enough. 2024 was going to be āThe Year of Me!ā
And I donāt mean that in a self absorbed, egocentric way, when I say āThe Year of Meā, I mean I have a lot of personal work to do on myselfā¦mentally, physically and emotionally. I decided to start going to therapy. I found a great therapist and she is helping work through my sadness, childhood trauma, my negativity and so many other things. I have a lot of work to do!
I also had not taken care of myself physically and so my husband and I decided to give ourselves gym memberships for Christmas. I have always hated the gym and I canāt say that I love it now, but I do love the way Iām starting to feel after going. I can see my body slowly, and I mean slowly starting to change š itās not easy and itās not a quick fix, but Iām getting there.
So Iām still here, and Iām moving forward and hopefully you see me creating new things in this space. Thank you for following, liking and sending love my way!š